22 January 2012, 9:59 pm
I'm a decent looking guy, mixed race, I keep myself clean n trim and I like to dress a little fashionable (I'm into fashion). I feel like I have a nice personality, I love being playful, joking around, I'm the type of guy that is very up beat and easy going. Girls check me out all the time, but I can't do anything about it if I'm interested. I have social anxiety, it's damn near impossible for me to just be relaxed and be my natural self around people. I get all awkward, I end up trying too hard to be funny (bleh I hate this the most) and feel awkward about when and when not to make eye contact, I start worrying about what they're thinking about me, and are they noticing my awkward quirks. With girl's I start worrying that the girl notices I'm not being confident (Since I know that's so important to girls). It's sucky because I want friend's, a bigger social life. a girlfriend, sex for goodness sake :'( I have a lot of goals, but after all these years of this stupid crippling disorder, my biggest dream is just to socialize. Socialize with all kinds of people, how fun that would be just to talk to people and actually be into the conversation and enjoy that person's company instead of fearing it, just walk right up to people I'd like to talk to and start conversations. specially with a girl that I find interesting.... Read More »
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